Darlin'Lama - Is born

Chapter 1 | Holy Shit I'm a mom!

So I haven't posted anything in over two years. Do you know the amount of things that occur in that time?


I am a mother | Now you probably wondering why I haven't written some piece about my insane love for my baby. But the truth is I don't think I had fully comprehended what has happened to me until these past few weeks or let alone ....I never made time for anything else besides being a mom (well so  I thought). I've had to prioritise you know!

My princess with my mom - The Woman who taught me how to love and to be loved. I love her sooo much!

On her first birthday

Meet Lil empress Ifunanya Kurhula Ekwegh, born on the 5th December 2011.

I remember hearing her cry as the Doc placed her near my face for this first time, I kissed her lips and a bit of fluid sneaked into my mouth (hahaha its kinda disgusting now that I think about it). Tears dropped down my cheek that even today I am unsure if it was tears of joy or sadness  I had never been so overwhelmed by so many feelings at the same time!

She is my guiding light. The reason I am and will be. You know that saying that giving is receiving  Well its true...by giving life I have been blessed with life, purpose, will, courage, unimaginable love, peace and understanding. I am sure other parents agree that the perspective one gains from being a parent is unlike any epiphany.  I will be forever happy now...NO MATTER WHAT! And when I'm not happy, it wont take as long to jump back into life and be happier even more.

Thank you Ifu for choosing me. I will always have your back!

Righteous Dick - Darlin Lama

Chapter  2 | I am ready for some good loving

I am waiting on some righteous dick.

As a matter of faith based fact Its heard my call Not so long now till it reaches my clit.
Breaking down this here once-a-wall.

The walls of insecurities, doubt, low self esteem, jealousy and mistrust.
Now see all ya'll best believe that RD, Righteous dick, RD also deserves this righteous pu-na-ni.
We have been waiting for each other.

The-time-is-now, the-time-is right

Planets have been aligned for us by our own wisdom, confidence, trust and optimistic new found nature!
Yes you reading this peace-u know u gots MY RD I'm ready, it-is-time

Time for two sure hearts to craft love.
Love that will feel right even when it turns to hatee.
He and I are Righteous enough to be shared.
For as long as we continue to captivate each other through blunt honesty and respect...who are we to deny others of such righteousness.

Tickle my inner child, arouse my womanhood, stimulate my Sigmund Freud, challenge my subconscious, fuel my will and just be “that guy” that enthralls my very being. 
Under my skin Mr RD! Under my skin Mr RD!

Till then, righteous me gives thanks to the now - waiting on your righteous first thrust.

It’s about that time, It’s about that time, It’s about that time!